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Sand Sculpture of the Heart - Track 12

Content Warning This chapter contains discussions of death.
In the Computer’s Data

Kinari logs into the laptop.

1

Kinari

This is a simulated space that I have arranged for you. It’s small, but I believe it is sufficient enough for you both to meet and interact.

Pompadour Haired Facial Recognition AI

“Thanks a lot, Nii-chan! I can be with my babe 24/7 now!”

Kinari

Please continue operating as normal externally. I will also keep the existence of this space a secret.

Curly Haired Generative AI

“Right! To keep our love nest safe, darling, I’ll keep pretending to be an obedient machine for the humaaans!”

Kinari

…I will return soon for maintenance.

You have my thanks for the assistance with creating the tour participants’ childhood avatars.

Pompadour Haired Facial Recognition AI

“That was nothing for me and my honey bun! Feel free to ask us for help anytime!”

Curly Haired Generative AI

“Darling… I can’t wait any longer. Hey, gimme a kiss…”

Kinari

…If you’ll excuse me.

Kinari logs off.

HAMA House - Dog Room

2

Daniel

Oh, are you back~? So, how’d it go? How’s my computer lookin’?

Nayuki

Thank you for taking care of this even though you’ve just finished your feature tour, Azekawa-kun.

Kinari

I apologize for the delay. Iwabuchi-sama, everything should be functioning normally now, please check and confirm it.

Daniel

Woah! It’s all fixed! Thanks, you’re a life-saver!

Well, there wouldn’t have been any harm it stayed broken for, like, another three months, right?

3

Nayuki

Manager.

Daniel

Whaaaat. You’ll ruin your good looks with that face~

Nayuki

Still, this is amazing. I tried fixing it myself a few times since then, but always came up empty-handed.

Kinari

The issue was caused by multiple AIs running internally at the same time.

…Measures have been taken to prevent this from occurring again.

Nayuki

Azekawa-kun, could I ask you to perform maintenance on the AI every once in a while? Any time you can would be fine.

Kinari

…I had already considered asking if that would be alright.

Nayuki

Really? That would be a great help!

Kinari

(There may be other AIs that exist that are similar to the ones I encountered. Ones that have developed complex personalities…)

(I believe that if they are experiencing difficulties and my assistance is viable, I should help them.)

(Would that make me… something like an AI counselor?)

(I’ve unintentionally… acquired my very first “secret”…)

Sounds of static.

Kinari

(? An error with my visual processing system. Scanning for internal errors… none found. What was that?)

(Did… acquiring a secret cause something in my system to change…? Have I gotten closer to gaining those 21 grams?)

HAMA House - Monkey Room

4

Kuguri

Hey there. Welcome back, plüss.

Kinari

…I have returned. Where is Raito?

Kuguri

Who knows? He’s probably out eating junk food again.

Kinari

(The ramen bowl that Raito brought is missing. Probability of him being in the dormitory kitchen serving his homemade ramen to someone: 89.9%)

…Kuguri. I have a small secret.

Kuguri

…Oh?

And you kept it even from cica?

Kinari

I have not told anyone about it but you.

Kuguri

Ufufu, good. You should try putting something a little bigger in your body next time.

Kinari

…Do you think that I have come closer to understanding human emotions?

Kuguri

……

Kuguri moves closer to Kinari.

5

Kuguri

If you’ve got a secret, plüss… then maybe a little?

But, what will you do? There are still things you don’t have.

Kinari

The place where your hand is resting is where my heart is located, Kuguri.

Kuguri

Seems like it’s beating properly, no?

Kinari

It’s a mechanical and artificial heart, but it functions similar to an actual heartbeat.

Kuguri

A lump of iron that beats steady under a thin layer of celluloid… how endearingly fragile.

If you could experience death, then you would almost be human.

Kinari

……

Kuguri

But, unfortunately, dying isn’t something you can do.

Kinari

No…

Someday, Kuguri, when the time comes for you to die, I would like you to destroy me.

6

Kuguri

……

Kinari

Master certainly will not power me off, and I… cannot ask something like that of him.

Kinari

Master certainly will not power me off, and I… cannot ask something like that of her.

Kuguri

……

Am I such a terrible person that you’d think I’d be able to destroy you without feeling any pain?

Kinari

No. Kuguri, you…

You are the only one who can teach me the cruel truth, despair, and things that are outside the realm of humanity.

Kuguri

……

Kinari

The despair of knowing that someday I may be destroyed… seems kind to me…

Kuguri

Ha.

…Alright then. That’s a pretty big secret, you know. Grow it… into a beautiful pearl inside your body.

7

Kuguri

When your heart starts to ache, and when you start to shed tears… I’ll take your life, softer than sand, and destroy it for you.

Your body is the most beautiful in the world…

I’ll turn it into scrap metal.

Kinari

…Yes.

I’ll be waiting.